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"Mama sekarang cakap dah tak betul. Tu yang dia terpaksa ambil cuti hari ni. And kepala dia sakit"

-Babah @ 7.451pm 20 August 2010

This is nightmare that come to haunt unexpectedly. See guys, being optimist, lega, is not a good thing for me. Maybe Its time for me to live in paranoid.

This has occur before. Dulu, bila tumor dia dah mula menolak otak, selalunya bahagian komunikasi dia terganggu. Then yeah, dia akan rasa penat, pening-pening.

So, it come back. Just after i feel secure bout dad. And now, its time to be scare again. 

You know, selalu uztad, ustazah akan cakap. 

"Allah tak akan uji umatnya melebihi kemampuan kekuatan umatnya"

And, so with other unqualified preachers to me. Bagi aku, ok, aku assume ini betul, tak nak sanggah apa-apa. 

SOlution? Aku tak nak jadi tabah. Sebab bila aku tabah, dugaan akan keep on datang. Betul tak? Kalau aku masih kuat,maka ujian akan terus datang.

Haha. Memang loser ar kalau aku buat camtu.

Life is about solving problems. I dont really see the problems since what solution I can give? Bukannya aku boleh bawak diorang ni pergi hospital, sewa Operation theater pastu bedah diorang. Itu solution. Bersabar, jadi lagi tabah, itu bukan solution sebab itu namanya tak buat apa-apa.

What really I can do?